Monday, July 4, 2022

A Peek Into the Past Two Weeks and more...

Well, it's definitely been an eventful two weeks! If you missed the news, baby Micah was born June 20 — my easiest and fastest birth! So many prayers were answered with his birth and I'm so grateful! The transition from five kids to six kids and my ...
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A Peek Into the Past Two Weeks

Well, it’s definitely been an eventful two weeks! If you missed the news, baby Micah was born June 20 — my easiest and fastest birth! So many prayers were answered with his birth and I’m so grateful!

The transition from five kids to six kids and my recovery have both gone remarkably well. In fact, other than being more tired than usual (which is very expected for having a newborn plus a baby and a toddler — and three teens!), I’m feeling close to fully recovered!

Jesse left about five hours after Micah was born because Silas had a long-awaited baseball tournament in Destin, FL. He took D and Kaitlynn with him, too. So it was just me, Kathrynne, Kierstyn, and Micah here for the first five days.

Kathrynne did such a great job juggling taking care of me, Kierstyn, and Micah — and running errands/manning the house, too!

She is utterly in love with her little brother and constantly wants to hold him and help with him and make sure he’s okay!

Headed home from the hospital!

It’s pretty crazy to have a newborn and have your oldest daughter driving you home from the hospital!

Meanwhile in Florida, D loved the water! We missed him so much back home and FaceTimed multiple times a day to get to talk to him and see his smile and hear his laugh. Jesse said he was a dream baby on the trip though (which I’m not surprised by!) He never woke up at night and never cried once the entire trip. Truly, he is the easiest and sweetest child ever!

Right after we got home from the hospital.

One of the best parts of having older kids and littles at the same time is how much the older ones enjoy the little ones. They were SO excited for Micah to be born and I’m glad that I am able to nurse him, because I might not get to hold him much otherwise!

D watching one of the many baseball games in FL. Silas’ team ended up making it to the semi-finals — out of 24 teams!

Kathrynne went back to work on Friday, so I flew solo with these two… and it went pretty well overall!

But we were so happy for Jesse, Silas, Kaitlynn, and D to make it back early Saturday morning. Well, Micah wasn’t quite sure what he thought! 😉

I was especially happy for this boy to be home. Oh how I missed him!!

If you remember with Kierstyn, I had a really, really hard time with nursing/low supply — mostly due to the fact that she really struggled with latching/sucking from the get-go. After weeks and weeks of hard work and trying all the things, we ended up needing to supplement. I had fully prepared myself that would probably be the case again this time, but Micah has been nursing like a champ… and so I’ve had way more supply. In fact, I’ve been able to pump extra and freeze some every day — something I’ve never been able to do before!!

“How are you doing?” Someone close to me asked me honestly a few days ago. And my truthful answer was: “Really well, but I feel like I’m treading water and definitely haven’t found my groove with 6 kids yet.”

Having three littles means someone always needs their diaper changed, someone always needs to be fed or nursed (or needs a snack), and someone always wants to be held.

And then you add in three teens who need to be driven places, also need to be fed (gratefully, they are very good at fending for themselves!), and who need lots of conversations/encouragement… and well, our days are full and we’re still finding a rhythm here.

BUT, yes, my days might be full, but my heart is fuller.

This life is a gift — all of it.

I look around and see so much beauty. So much joy. So much goodness.

I watch the laughter as our kids interact with each other. I see the kindness and gentleness as the older ones love on the younger ones. I see Kierstyn being a little mama to Micah. I see D learning and growing and bringing so much sunshine to our lives.

I see God’s provision for me on a daily basis. He gives me pockets of time each day to recharge. He gives me sleep when I need it most. He multiplies my energy when I’m weary.

I get to tangibly experience His faithfulness as He gives me exactly what I need to do what He’s called me to each day.

Each day is a gift and I wouldn’t trade this season for anything. We’ll eventually find our groove. For now, I’m just taking one hour at a time and seeking to rely upon God’s faithfulness to give me what I need for that hour… and He is always faithful! ❤

I was feeling so good one week postpartum that I’ve started to get out of the house a little bit every day — which has been really good for my mental health!

Every time when I get D out of the bath, he holds onto me and just cuddles with me like this for at least a few minutes. It’s the sweetest!

Happy 15th birthday, Kaitlynn! You are one of the most creative, quick-witted, thoughtful people I know. Your sarcasm and sass keeps us in stitches and on our toes. You also help keep us all informed on all the latest news on pretty much everything culturally — I have no idea how you keep up but I’m so glad you do so I don’t have to!

We’ve seen so much maturity in you this past year as you’ve navigated some difficult situations, stood alone, made God-honoring choices in the face of peer pressure, and gotten up really early almost every single morning in order to make the 40-minute drive to ice skating practice/lessons before school.

I’ve loved watching you and Kathrynne become such good friends this year and I’ve also loved all of the dates we’ve had together — even if you’ve sort of given up on me ever having very good tastes in clothes and shoes.

It was special to have at Micah’s birth this week — and the pictures you took of right as he was born are ones I will cherish forever!

You have done so much this past year to help with Kierstyn and D and your excitement over having another little brother to love and pour into was such a help to me on the hard pregnancy days.

God has big things in store for your future! Keep seeking Him and being so intentional in how you live your life, who you surround yourself with, and the decisions you make. We are standing on the sidelines cheering you on as you continue to step closer and closer to adulthood!

We love you, Kaitlynn!

   
 
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Friday, July 1, 2022

There is an overdue payment under your name. Please, settle your debts ASAP.

Hi!

Sadly, there are some bad news that you are about to hear.
About few months ago I have gained a full access to all devices used by you for internet browsing.
Shortly after, I started recording all internet activities done by you.

Below is the sequence of events of how that happened:
Earlier I purchased from hackers a unique access to diversified email accounts (at the moment, it is really easy to do using internet).
As you can see, I managed to log in to your email account without breaking a sweat: (panatllc1.kate@blogger.com).

Within one week afterwards, I installed a Trojan virus in your Operating Systems available on all devices that you utilize for logging in your email.
To be frank, it was somewhat a very easy task (since you were kind enough to open some of links provided in your inbox emails).
I know, you may be thinking now that I'm a genius.

With help of that useful software, I am now able to gain access to all the controllers located in your devices (e.g., video camera, keyboard, microphone and others).
As result, managed to download all your photos, personal data, history of web browsing and other info to my servers without any problems.
Moreover, I now have access to all accounts in your messengers, social networks, emails, contacts list, chat history - you name it.
My Trojan virus continues refreshing its signatures in a non-stop manner (because it is operated by driver),
hence it remains undetected by any antivirus software installed in your PC or device.

So, I guess now you finally understand the reason why I could never be caught until this very letter...

During the process of your personal info compilation, I could not help but notice that you are a huge admirer and regular guest of websites with adult content.
You endure a lot of pleasure while checking out porn websites, watching nasty porn movies and reaching breathtaking orgasms.
Let me be frank with you, it was really hard to resist from recording some of those naughty solo scenes with you in main role and compiling them in special videos
that expose your masturbation sessions, which end with you cumming.

In case if you still have doubts, all I need is to click my mouse and all those nasty videos with you will be shared to friends, colleagues, and relatives of yours.
Moreover, nothing stops me from uploading all that hot content online, so all public can watch it too.
I sincerely hope, you would really not prefer that to happen, keeping in mind all the dirty things you like to watch,
(you certainly know what I mean) it will completely ruin your reputation.

However, don't worry, there is still a way to resolve this:
You need to carry out a $1290 USD transfer to my wallet (equivalent amount in bitcoins depending on exchange rate at the moment of funds transfer),
hence upon receiving the transaction, I will proceed with deleting all the filthy videos with you in main role.
Afterwards, we can forget about this unpleasant accident. Furthermore, I guarantee that all the malicious software will also be erased from your devices and accounts.
Mark my words, I never lie.

That is a great bargain with a low price, I assure you, because I have spent a lot of effort while recording
and tracking down all your activities and dirty deeds during a long period of time.
In case if you have no idea how to buy and transfer bitcoins - feel free to check the related info on the internet.

Here is my bitcoin wallet for your reference: 1LrBGezKti4m2cov7CKuurLnCfQvjp2o1A

From now on, you have only 48 hours and countdown has started once you opened this very email (in other words, 2 days).

The following list contains things you should definitely abstain from doing or even attempting:
> Abstain from trying to reply this email (since the email is generated inside your inbox alongside with return address).
> Abstain from trying to call or report to police or any other security services. In addition, it's a bad idea if you want to share it with your friends,
hoping they would help. If I happen to find out (knowing my awesome skills, it can be done effortlessly,
because I have all your devices and accounts under my control and unceasing observation) - kinky videos of yours will be share to public the same day.
> Abstain from trying to look for me - that would not lead anywhere either. Cryptocurrency transactions are absolutely anonymous and cannot be tracked.
> Abstain from reinstalling your OS on devices or throwing them away. That would not solve the problem as well,
since all your personal videos are already uploaded and stored at remote servers.

Things you may be confused about:
> That your funds transfer won't be delivered to me.
Chill, I can track down any transactions right away, so upon funds transfer I will receive a notification as well,
since I still control your devices (my trojan virus has ability of controlling all processes remotely, just like TeamViewer).
> That I am going to share your dirty videos after receiving money transfer from you.
Here you need to trust me, because there is absolutely no point to still bother you after receiving money.
Moreover, if I really wanted all those videos would be available to public long time ago!

I believe we can still handle this situation on fair terms!

Here is my last advice to you... in future you better ensure you stay away from this kind of situations!
My advice - don't forget to regularly update your passwords to feel completely secure.

There is an overdue payment under your name. Please, settle your debts ASAP.

Hi!

Sadly, there are some bad news that you are about to hear.
About few months ago I have gained a full access to all devices used by you for internet browsing.
Shortly after, I started recording all internet activities done by you.

Below is the sequence of events of how that happened:
Earlier I purchased from hackers a unique access to diversified email accounts (at the moment, it is really easy to do using internet).
As you can see, I managed to log in to your email account without breaking a sweat: (panatllc1.kate@blogger.com).

Within one week afterwards, I installed a Trojan virus in your Operating Systems available on all devices that you utilize for logging in your email.
To be frank, it was somewhat a very easy task (since you were kind enough to open some of links provided in your inbox emails).
I know, you may be thinking now that I'm a genius.

With help of that useful software, I am now able to gain access to all the controllers located in your devices (e.g., video camera, keyboard, microphone and others).
As result, managed to download all your photos, personal data, history of web browsing and other info to my servers without any problems.
Moreover, I now have access to all accounts in your messengers, social networks, emails, contacts list, chat history - you name it.
My Trojan virus continues refreshing its signatures in a non-stop manner (because it is operated by driver),
hence it remains undetected by any antivirus software installed in your PC or device.

So, I guess now you finally understand the reason why I could never be caught until this very letter...

During the process of your personal info compilation, I could not help but notice that you are a huge admirer and regular guest of websites with adult content.
You endure a lot of pleasure while checking out porn websites, watching nasty porn movies and reaching breathtaking orgasms.
Let me be frank with you, it was really hard to resist from recording some of those naughty solo scenes with you in main role and compiling them in special videos
that expose your masturbation sessions, which end with you cumming.

In case if you still have doubts, all I need is to click my mouse and all those nasty videos with you will be shared to friends, colleagues, and relatives of yours.
Moreover, nothing stops me from uploading all that hot content online, so all public can watch it too.
I sincerely hope, you would really not prefer that to happen, keeping in mind all the dirty things you like to watch,
(you certainly know what I mean) it will completely ruin your reputation.

However, don't worry, there is still a way to resolve this:
You need to carry out a $1290 USD transfer to my wallet (equivalent amount in bitcoins depending on exchange rate at the moment of funds transfer),
hence upon receiving the transaction, I will proceed with deleting all the filthy videos with you in main role.
Afterwards, we can forget about this unpleasant accident. Furthermore, I guarantee that all the malicious software will also be erased from your devices and accounts.
Mark my words, I never lie.

That is a great bargain with a low price, I assure you, because I have spent a lot of effort while recording
and tracking down all your activities and dirty deeds during a long period of time.
In case if you have no idea how to buy and transfer bitcoins - feel free to check the related info on the internet.

Here is my bitcoin wallet for your reference: 1LrBGezKti4m2cov7CKuurLnCfQvjp2o1A

From now on, you have only 48 hours and countdown has started once you opened this very email (in other words, 2 days).

The following list contains things you should definitely abstain from doing or even attempting:
> Abstain from trying to reply this email (since the email is generated inside your inbox alongside with return address).
> Abstain from trying to call or report to police or any other security services. In addition, it's a bad idea if you want to share it with your friends,
hoping they would help. If I happen to find out (knowing my awesome skills, it can be done effortlessly,
because I have all your devices and accounts under my control and unceasing observation) - kinky videos of yours will be share to public the same day.
> Abstain from trying to look for me - that would not lead anywhere either. Cryptocurrency transactions are absolutely anonymous and cannot be tracked.
> Abstain from reinstalling your OS on devices or throwing them away. That would not solve the problem as well,
since all your personal videos are already uploaded and stored at remote servers.

Things you may be confused about:
> That your funds transfer won't be delivered to me.
Chill, I can track down any transactions right away, so upon funds transfer I will receive a notification as well,
since I still control your devices (my trojan virus has ability of controlling all processes remotely, just like TeamViewer).
> That I am going to share your dirty videos after receiving money transfer from you.
Here you need to trust me, because there is absolutely no point to still bother you after receiving money.
Moreover, if I really wanted all those videos would be available to public long time ago!

I believe we can still handle this situation on fair terms!

Here is my last advice to you... in future you better ensure you stay away from this kind of situations!
My advice - don't forget to regularly update your passwords to feel completely secure.